Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in NICOLE's LiveJournal:

Thursday, March 9th, 2006
10:07 am	any difference? i know these pictureshave been posted but do you see a difference??? id love to hear any comments, recommendations, thoughts, anything you want to say to me, heres your chance!!! Before after before after! Current Mood: complacent (29 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 27th, 2006
2:58 pm	just imagine! if you had me alone, locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you have me do? All comments will be screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ. You might be surprised with the responses you get. taken from friskyfatgirl (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
1:45 pm	SO IM FAT, WHATS NEW? hEY Guys! new update, im getting ready to go to lunch, so i cant stay long. i am still plumped and loving it.. except when i take pictures im really uncreative. so dont hate me because these pictures suck :( also i try looking for clothe that doesnt fit but somehow i make them fit (ie: size 14 jeans) and they dont turn out to look bad.. atleast to me. hopefully not to you either ;) well im really diggin some of your stories. i wish i could be weighed or rubbed by someone lovely. maybe a girl wink wink.. well im out cuz my tummies grumbling!! MY SIZE 14 :( Current Mood: chipper (14 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
4:53 pm	boo i went shopping at old navy and bought some 14's :( how is this possible if i am around 235 :( (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
11:06 am	update i told the love of my life to join ballys with me and he said fuck no! ive def gained about ten pounds since the last time i wrote, i am currently wearing a 16/18 and it feels good. my tummy feels so good during sex... i love you all, i havent weighed myself but i wouldnt be surprised if its between 230-245 now. i watch the show the biggest loser and i dont knwo abotu you but i get turned on looking at those chubby girls. they are so damn cute. thats my sex fantasy.. to be a in a bed full of chubby girls.. NAKED. yumm. loves (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
12:12 am	i havent dissapeared just been busy, eating! haha anyways since its summer ive been doing more physical activities but i can assure you i eat at fast foods once a day and my belly is jiggly and soft. love you kiddies (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 20th, 2005
10:25 am	bikini shots i dressed up in my bikini and well you guessed it, it doesnt fit anymore. i dont even think i can go out in public with it. image all the commotion id cause. someone buy me a new bathing suit to cover my curves! size 16 please! you can see my flab perfectly!i guess they dont fit anymore ( more sexyness ) Current Mood: curious (24 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
5:50 pm	it sucks bro, it seems like i am just stuck in the 220's! i might have lost but what good is it to me? i dont even weigh myself. i was at old navy today and went for my usual 16 and they didnt fit, which is awesome but then the 18 are always too damn big. then i stoped by pac sun and baught three pairs of 15 which fitted amazingly fine. one even fit a little loose and it makes me mad because these places are just playing tricks on me and they shouldnt. my boyfriend grabbed my fat the other day and was like what is this? and i turned beet red and said im sorry baby joking around and hes like keep it coming, although i know he doesnt like fat girls he just like em thick but not to an extreme. i love being big i just wish i didnt have a big belly bulge. i cant ever where low shirts because my belly always bulges over the pants. sometimes i see big girls and they may be huge but they dont have 300 rolls like i do. am i wrong for wishing this? i love my body i really do it just bothersome sometimes.hopefully i will take pictures soon (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
5:25 pm	i love my tummy i know people are wanting pictures but i look at myself in the mirror and i notice no change, only the scale.I recently weighted myself and i was still at 229, i hate when people dont believe thats my weigh. even if the below pictures dont show it, with clothe on i look about 185-190, thats almost 40 lbs lighter. stupid body. i wear around a size 15/16 only and fit medium shirts on me. i walk wiht my belly pouted outward though and i am always getting yelled at to pull my shirt down and my pants up because no one wants to see my tummy.i love wearing thongs and when i rise my jeans up they can only go as far as where my belly hangs. i dont know about you but sometimes talking about this stuff turns me on:::blush:::then when ihave sex i love sucking my stomach out and having my partner caress me because it feels so good. anywho i must go keep gaining to see your tummy happy. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
6:02 pm	i tried working out in my own home today and it did not work well. my fat was all over the place. not one situp was accomplished. new weight= 229 (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
12:57 pm	hi i recently discovered im into this, sorta confused cuz im into it but sometimes i still wish i were a bit thinner. anyways, i took some pictures of how far i am right now, i dont have before pictures. believe it or not which im sure you will. I AM HUGE, i am currently weighing in this morning at 220lbs and im 5'5'. it feels soo good. my name is nicole by the way. here you goo!!! ( bring on the fat! ) (9 Comments |Comment on this)